apt-get's journal
This was the year of missed opportunities. I feel like I've grown, to some extent, or at least got to know myself better (turns out I'm resilient to lack of social interaction, though the continued onslaught of cancelled plans and general doom makes those rare moments of crippling loneliness all the more soul-crushing), but god did I fucking waste it.
Hazy days spent listening to music and waking up at 6AM to do programming challenges, then taking the opportunity to nap in boring morning lectures. Staring at the ceiling for hours in-between online festival streams (the only good thing to come out of this lockdown) and frantic scrambles for homework delivery. Watching shows way past midnight and wrecking my sleep schedule over and over again...
A half-assed youth, fun but unrewarding. I don't want to put in efforts, I just want to go back.
Shami said she was here, or so she claims. What a cutie.
I'll be playing for #OHR2021 next month, on January 3rd. Should be fun, so mark that on your calendar.
Listen to GO!GO!7188 - Ame nochi ame nochi ame, and just the entire album in general. Doesn't get better than this...
Last modified: February 24, 2023